You don't know me but I know you, I am a distant relative of someone you knew from here. I come from a world much different then the one you know and have traveled a long distance to get here. In one time line something horrible will happen to you, in another you simply do not exist. I come from the latter. Its from the decent that will cause an anomaly in my time that will eradicate the both time lines.

...Marcela....Arkonviox....more and more do i delve into your lives the more and more I learn of my history.

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this will be the last year i say this, after that i'll put you behind me forever, happy birthday.

I miss you

Happy Birthday Marcela.
I don't know what happened to you, all the attempts I made to contact you have failed. I tried emailing you, searching for some sort of net presence, calling you, emailing you and even had ideas of trying to go visit you.

Alot of things have changed with me since a year ago, I had a relly hard time coping with loosing you. I been so depressed that I thought all hope was lost. I blamed myself everyday for the sad thoughts I had of what could have happened to you, what I did to you. Then I relized I cant blame myself, everything happens for a reason and as much as I wish things could of been perfect between us I know I did everything I could to try to make you happy.

The pain would be so deep at times I couldnt bear it and felt like giving up, but if it werent for this pain I would have become the stronger person I am now. I got a better job now, live alone, and have built up alot of cofedence. I learned how to drive attempted to learn portuguese until I relized the past is behind me, I have become something new, I'm a different person now.

Although I am hated by everyone in the community I helped create (the ecco community) and am the reason for its demise, In real life I have alot of friends who care for me and empower me.

What Im trying to say is, as of today I'm putting you behind me. I just wanted to thank you for helping me grow stronger and thank you for all the things you tought me about life. It was because of you I learned routines arent a bad thing, blending in with others isnt bad, and to not worry about the past and future, but worry about what you have now, because its what you have now that decides what your future will be. I still analyze people and as much as i hate to admit you were right, I shouldnt assume things about others. Assumption is the mother of fuck ups. Also I learned to never sit and wish for things or hate others for what they have and what I lack. That i shouldnt sit there and talk about what im gonna do but just do it. I thought about everything you talked to me about, everyday id feel sorry for myself but then finaly i learned i shouldnt sit there and worry about what i dont have but go out and seek it and do something to make myself happy.

Happyness is the key to living a good life, and if you cant keep positive and not let every obstacle keep you down nothing can stop you. Sometimes it was hard to keep happy when no matter what you did something bad had to fuck it all up. But i got better and better at facing these challenges and now nothing can pull me down anymore.

I just hope from what I learned from you, you were able to do the same thing with your life and move on and be happy. I wasnt trying to hurt you marcela, we just were two different people and you didnt understand my psycological problems. Im a different person now I moved on with my life, but i still frown that somewhere in another world you and I were ment to be. maybe not in this world but probably in another. I also am not hurt cause i know we all came from the same source, we are all one together, and that when it all ends we will all return to zurvan...the sea of dreams...

grovy, couldn't of said it better myself.

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"anyone who thinks this person drew this picture, some village is missing their idiot"-someone from LJ's art theft

Muah!!!!!!! darling
Thanks for stopping by
take care girl
Enjoy the photos honey
Dan and I are happy to be your friends
again have a ly night
on behalf of my young self and Dan
Best regards to everything always

awesome! will watch you!

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Frau: eine Festung, die sich mit der weißen Flagge wehrt.
Charles Boyer
Woman: a fortress, that fights with the white flag.
Charles Boyer

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